Humbly moving with the magic of spirit and the wild
responsibilities, shadow work, soul purposes
May 10th, 2026
Well… moving with spirit always reminds me that i am not the one driving the reigns of the Chariot, but simply one of the wild ones moving with the wheels of time.
Last new moon i decided to focus on my art and my team shared some great advice (keep painting! access more of the creational flow and more will come!)
The full moon brought things to light of what still needed to be adjusted and composted amidst these shifts (embrace your artist and open to building the new structures)
Adjustments occurred and people showed up, first asking do you still do mediumship? i want to connect with – (well of course, when you have gifts how can you justify a no?) spirit came a knocking, loud and clear. reminding me of visions forgotten or displaced.
A symbol came through for mediumship (a beloved ones heart moving through the aethers and anchoring into the here and now)
So i revisited opening a small amount of mediumship services up for local in-person connections as well as online (learning that once you accept your psychic gifts, they will continue to be requested)
I continued to paint and work with my spirit birds and bees (sharing my art is so deep and sacred for me, such a different level of vulnerability that heals more of my heart)
Got reminded that there is my much desired queer community that is needing a community organizer and instigator in my small town (got inspired to start a local queer social club and run art nights and other events for them these next seasons from my learnings of mutual aid)
Got reminded by a close friend and fellow psychic that my youtube videos and mentoring really help people that are new to their psychic gifts navigate the fears and support their psyche in a grounded and more assured way (was prompted to share that i keep this alive and available, a day after I got the nudge that an esp playskool video on ancestral and astral is coming soon)
So lo and behold, i am still embracing spirit and the wild wholeheartedly, going to see what i can initiate and support in my small town for the queer community, and share what i can to you online (while moving beyond the last clutches of capitalism dictating to me you must do one thing and one thing alone)
Forever humbled. Incredibly inspired. Grateful for what magic is woven through our days, as we continue to adjust to how we can assist each other, accept what skills we have to connect and make living a post-apocalyptic life possible. (how are you being asked to show up and adjust? what skills do you have to assist the needs of your places and communities?)
Reminded of it being a 1 year (2+0+2+6=1), the reminder of the Magician card, too. (youtube tarot contemplation video shared here) and how the magician learns to move and flow with their crafts and graces amidst the wild and fluxes (and how they carry multiple tools, not just one) in humble reverence and acknowledgement, that there are depths in simplicity, and there will always be more to learn and know.
Last notes from this whirlwind of shifts:
We are multi-faceted creatures that are being asked to unmask our stereotypical ways of attributing our worth and contribution to the world. Working with our crafts with care as we instigate new things into being. Weave real-time your magic and trust that your skills are appreciated in the world. Get over your own shadows and shit. We are all going to need to unlearn ways of upholding conflict and move to the discomfort of making room for each other in the here and now. And as always, we will need to get comfortable in listening to when our egos step in and our need for control amidst chaos distances our lives from each other. The answer will always be in community. In communicating, and learning, and listening to each other, and in continuing to adjust and repair and adapt as we continue to see how and what a community truly needs to survive the fall and the failings of these old systems that did not support our differences and unique contributions. Get off the hamster wheel, off the island of one, and get out of your own way. Listen to your body and heart, the earth and what your people need, from you, of your crafts and skills.
Sending love and encouragement to you today. There may not be a solution, or one way forward. But the many ways and our multi-faceted skills are needed, in supporting this new world, beyond the chains of the unsupportive, ostracizing and discouraging. Sit with your discomfort, breathe with your rage, resentment, grief and pains. They are all teachers. The natural world can help us feel more of them, and there are people out there, right now, doing better. Showing up consistently and being accountable for their shitstorms. Learning, loving, and living in defiance. May we continue to embrace our wild and creative nature, with spirit, within our ecosystems, and nurture the seemingly impossible. May we continue to make more ways possible and persevere. That is my prayer today. I hope it reaches you, may it nourish something in you. Love you and am rooting for you.
Take care and be well,
Josi
(The Chariot and The Magician tarot cards pictured, drawn by me)